Walmart/coffee and chit chatting! Day 87
Oct 5, 2018
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u0knn2iDyZs

this is my story and welcome to it so
today we are getting ready to go out we
have some stuff to do I'm not really
quite sure exactly what but we have a
few errands to run and stuff so I
figured well why not get up get ready
and you know so last night cuz I've been
taking melatonin at nighttime before I
go to bed cuz my doctor told me that
maybe I need melatonin to help me sleep
at night so I've been taking anywhere
from one to two five milligram IV Mellen
tonin's but last night I was like no I'm
not gonna take it tonight like I'm just
gonna just want to see like how this all
plays out and you know today I woke up
and I've got more energy today than I
have for a while besides yesterday when
I drink that coffee so I am really
wondering if I just found what is the
culprit so we will see if that comes
okay you guys so I branched out and I'm
trying something today excuse my child
in the back he's throwing a fit but
we're going to continue to talk and
ignore him because otherwise I went to
Starbucks today I wanted to try
something different now I've seen a lot
of people doing the
Hido friendly drink it's like a pink
drink I'm not sure which one that is any
of you guys know what I'm talking about
if you drop it in my comment I would
appreciate it I the lady was like I
don't know what you're asking forward
and I'm like oh my god now I feel like a
fool so I went ahead and just got a
sugar-free almond milk caramel macchiato
I've got to break down all my calories
on it so I will drop that here on the
screen somewhere and let you know when I
figure that all out but it's worth a
shot to try it and just see I don't know
if it's gonna be worth it or not but
well I got it today so we're kind of
like it anyways but yeah if you guys
have any suggestions on other coffee
drinks that I can try I would love to
branch out and just check different
things and see but I'm definitely trying
to shoot for almond milk because I wanna
know does have less calories in it so
that's why I've been really trying to go
for like that and in fact I'm gonna this
month when we do our grocery shopping
I'm gonna actually get home and over
myself because I think it's probably a
better bet for what I do start making my
coffees at home because eventually
that's what I'm gonna be starting to do
is just making my own iced coffees at
home and save save on money and like I
said then I can control how many
calories are actually being made every
single day
go in so anyways yeah if you guys have
any ideas let me know because I pretty
much can try anything
as long as they're low in calories kind
of had to make a quick its stopped at
home because I decided to take my drink
that we just got and blowing it to mix
up my coffee and well shouldn't be doing
that because it blew up and spewed all
over my shirt
so anyways okay let's do this quickly
because Omar Simon car screaming we love
cranky children we really do walmart
really quick I need to get glue sticks
and looking for embellishment I don't
know if I find it here of course but
only has to run a couple of errands in
the store to errands like you know
errands
he's gonna get a few things from the
store but we're just gonna go in
opposite directions so we can do this a
little bit quicker of course baby girl
just went to sleep so okay I'll meet you
call me when you're wherever you're at
anyways s-sort just went to sleep so
hopefully she's not gonna be
all day another work we are waking her
back up but anyway so I just want to
check in with you guys
alrighty alrighty we are just getting in
the car I'm gonna drive actually because
oli oli has to jump out at the yard for
something your neck
Oh your lips okay okay enough
anyways really hot but anyways we got to
do that but I got a few things from
Walmart or my DIY stuff that was why I
came in here was I needed to get glue
sticks from a glue gun because I am like
absolutely I almost like I have like two
sticks and that clearly doesn't leave
anything what honey
and then I found a few little things
that I picked up from there for a DIY
stuff that actually I noticed was
cheaper at Walmart that even dollar
store so that was kind of exciting some
of their vases are actually cheaper I
didn't check in the candle section I
want to check in the candle section and
see that's wrong what is wrong what
can't what huh
okay hold on a minute
we woke up from a nap so now we're gonna
pay for it anyways but yeah so that was
kind of exciting to see that but when we
get home I will check in with you guys
because until then she's gonna scream so
there is no point in vlogging that you
guys we are just home we had to run and
do an extra few things after we left
Walmart but it's all good we are just
now here and daddy's gonna bring the
stuff in okay hold I don't know what
you're going after but you don't go in
my purse I don't like it
again I think it has too much of the
coffee flavor I am NOT a coffee drinker
what baby
my room
[Applause]
anyways yes you guys I'm gonna give you
guys your cupcake free here so I can
okay okay look look that was really good
for the kids for mommy hmm
actually I will say I am feeling really
good with my my my behavior lately today
yesterday and today I I feel like you
know I'm I'm telling myself I know
what's gonna what's gonna make me
succeed you know okay you wanna know I
will
can you go sit down and I will give it
to you okay
hold on s-sarah go get me a towel please
give me a towel go get me a white towel
please I don't want to lick my fingers
even like when like melted chocolate
landed on my finger I was like nope not
because I will open the door for for me
to backtrack and I'm just gonna do it
yes please okay I thought you said you
wanted orange do you want orange do you
want green Ezra this way
[Music]
this one
[Music]
okay which one show mama
this one this one yeah because one of
them six green that makes a difference
you can take the wrapper off you have to
take the wrapper off you don't want to
eat the paper take the paper off you
want mama to help you okay let me see
here yeah that's what a cupcake is okay
we need to put these in the fridge
because they're gonna melt okay how do
you take the paper off see take the
paper out here that's right sit at the
table you have to eat the whole thing
no more not just the frosting you need
to eat the cake for ah
eat the cake first eat the cake first be
careful your tooth his tooth is kind of
a little bit a little bit you like it
okay make sure you eat the cake eat the
cake okay eat the cake in the mama will
give you a green okay
he is a frosting magnetic uh-huh you
have to eat the cake or a milk Omar I'm
not gonna give you more until you eat
the cake
I get that I will mummy will give you
one mommy will give you one but you have
to eat the cake first come on eat the
cake see look Ezra's eating it good girl
wakey my fingers okay all the recipes
got to go in the fridge cuz they're
melting okay let them get cool for a few
minutes
[Music]
clearly not mine that would be my
husband's so one of the things that I
got was glue six and this one's a 50
pack so full-size and then I picked up a
thing of flowers I think of white
flowers those are only 97 cents the glue
was 597 but I mean you're getting 50 so
that will last me for Oh
go ahead you can eat that okay if you
don't want it you don't have to have it
but that's I got buttons because I will
show you guys bye thanks for uh there's
fruit flies than that and then I got
that and again I will show you but I was
just you know I was really amazed I was
really amazed at how inexpensive some of
the stuff at Walmart was that I thought
was cheaper at Dollar Tree and in
reality it was almost cheap well it was
some of this stuff was cheaper like
these these are 97 cents well they're a
dollar at Walmart or I mean add whatever
it's called Dollar Tree so I mean in a
way it's you're saving money
so I told only what I'm gonna do is I'm
gonna put my list together of the things
that I want to do for my DIYs for this
next month and I'm gonna go and do a
price check you know Walmart first and
then if it's cheaper at Walmart I will
pick them up from Walmart and if it's
cheaper at Dollar Tree then I'll pick it
up from Dollar Tree another place to
that I need to keep in mind with doing
some of my DIY stuff is also target
because of the dollar the dollar soft
spot so yeah but that's all we did but
that's was it and now we're just waiting
on going and picking up Maya from school
and then we got to run to another town
close by us for all these business stuff
but I have to be a driver so we will
take everybody with us that's it so
anyways hope you guys are having a
wonderful start to your guyses Day
Afternoon it's 3:15 here so afternoon I
can honestly say though I will say
without a shadow of a doubt I think it's
the melatonin playing tricks on me
because today I have not been near as
tired now this morning I did have a
little bit of a hard time getting up but
I think that if I have to get a little
bit of a push you know I could
technically do like maybe a small coffee
in the morning
and I could even do something warm maybe
maybe I will have to branch out and see
if that work but how my son tell you
guys this yesterday so we bought him a
pack of these right course they're Kit
Kat but listen what are these called
cat no what are these tracks but what
were you saying they were yesterday what
were these what are these what are these
called he he was calling them handicaps
I want a handicap I was like at first I
Michael what handicap and a little
update on him he's doing much better
today thank God I I really am thinking
that a little bit so clearly I clearly I
think it's bothering him but not hurting
him well mark come here let's show our
friends your your tooth let's just show
them and see what it looks like so it's
not as bad I mean it's a little bit dark
I don't think that it's as loose as I
know it's actually intact completely so
I think what he did is I think he
actually just cut the gum I don't think
but now that one is chipped clearly it's
chipped I really need to fix your hair
how are you feeling today tell our
friends how are you going to do you feel
better today yes
are you hurting as bad that does it hurt
or is it okay what yes what remember
you're a bird so does your tooth hurt or
no is it okay no no what is it honey
is it okay
[Music]
but anyways I don't think is as bad as
what we were thinking I mean last night
clearly we're outside s we woke up twice
last night in the middle of the night
out of her sleep are you okay are you
okay so she was really upset she was
like you could tell she wanted to cry
last night when it happened but she held
it in and then at one point all he was
trying to get around her for something I
don't know what she was doing but here
honey here he went to go what baby
I understand it's no team honey cuz we
just got him out of the car okay can you
eat that one in the mummy will wash your
hands um anyways so all he was like
what's wrong is wrong or something like
that last night she's just like wow I
started crying and so I think she
finally just broke her like her holding
of all of her tears she reminds me a lot
of me when I was little cuz I was very
very sensitive to situations like that
when you know my brother would get hurt
or a friend would get hurt or something
I was sensitive that I would just like I
would hold my tears and then once I was
either alone or somebody said something
to me I mean that was just said now just
purely rosted so okay let me get one
first let me get one from the bedroom
the seasons are all melted
you looking at what you look in that dot
right there
look breaker ha look in that dot right
there there see now you're looking at
everybody you want to show everybody
your Messi face in here - oh you guys
just look like the gremlin children when
they decide they want to be camera
friendly than they look like okay look I
will get one from the car or from the
bedroom because these ones are all
melted honey because they are just they
were in the car anyways so I would lose
myself in like my feelings would be hurt
and what about so that's how and I think
like you know we hadn't dealt with a
situation like that so for us we were
just like I was holding back tears like
I just wanted to be all the way through
last night like when all he came out of
the room from putting him to bed I was
just like on the brakes of wanting to
bust out in tears myself and I'm just
like thank God it wasn't worse because I
probably would have lost myself and I
really have to work on though the thing
that I have to seriously work on is my
reaction because as soon as I seen blood
I was just like freaking out screaming
you know making a big ol scene well of
course that's gonna scare him of course
that's gonna terrify everybody i
traumatize my poor child my husband's in
the garage doesn't know what in the
world is going on and I am just like I
don't know why like in other people's
circumstances like if it's not my child
like I've got calm cool collective
reaction like when I did daycare you
know I mean accidents happen which I
never had like thank God I never had
like a true accident
accident with my daycare kids not in my
care anyways I mean it happened with
people that I worked for I would I would
be the one with the coal collective you
know let's get you know our gloves on
and you know and I always had like that
calm don't get you know I always had
everything ABC all the way down right
now that I have children of my own okay
although I will have to say my other
biggest boo-boo
with children would have been when
Jeremiah was actually yeah probably
right about Ezra's age and so he was
wearing my slippers I'll never forget it
it was on Father's Day of all things and
I had just given him a bath I just got
him in really cute clothes anyways so I
just given him a bath I got him in very
cute clothes was sitting up the stuff
because I was gonna take pictures of him
and make like these little Father's Day
ornament things and lo and behold my
child leave it to him had to put on
mummy slippers and of course there you
know 20 sizes too big for the child and
he somehow got the tip stuck and he went
face-first into a sharp corner wall well
of course that's gonna bust his forehead
open right in the middle of me doing
pictures I was just like are you serious
right now Jeremiah like oh my god so I
grabbed him and I was freaking out but I
you know I was able to keep it actually
calm like I was freaking out but still
calm which probably was the best thing
because Jeremiah is that type of what do
you want to say like personality that he
would have wigged if he would have seen
and so I called my friend and I was like
I don't know should I take him to the
hospital yeti-yeti-yeti-yeti let you
know so I did because we only live like
seriously three minutes away from each
other and so I get him over there and
she's like well it's it is deep but I
really don't think it's anything that
they're gonna sew up she's like so we
can butterfly and uh stay away from the
chocolate we can butterfly it shut and
then go from there and I'm like okay so
I butterfly did shut drove back home
finish the pictures oh you have I was
just like of all the days that I could
take a million pictures and nothing ever
happens but the day that I choose to do
Father's Day pictures you would go and
kiss plant the corner of the wall so I
mean I guess that would be my first
actual booboo for a child but that's
been like so major scope that I forgot
about it last night but this was my
first boo-boo with these two I swear
just this child of mine is going to end
up making me turn gray I don't want
chocolate I want vacuum I am so I am
checking in with you guys really quick
oh the Sun is like right in my eye Oh
anyways we are actually always client
went a little bit longer than we were
expecting which is fine but we went
ahead and we're gonna grab I did not
know that Jersey Mike's makes their
sandwiches it's called Jersey sub and a
tub I didn't I had no idea that they
even made those so in return it's
basically the sub sandwich but it's made
in a bowl so you're not getting so it
ends up being if I figured out the
calories right it ends up being 300
calories less with just eliminating the
bread just lemon aiding the bread I'm
just like are you serious so
we went ahead and we're getting Jersey
Mike's for dinner tonight and we are
going to treat the kids to burgers for
themselves because they really wanted
something good so I was like why not
they haven't had fast food in a while so
yeah that's what we're doing but I
thought that was really cool but today
still I mean we're at five almost five
thirty I think and or maybe at 6:30 6:30
sorry 6:30 yeah thank you dear
Oh life is like we're past that anyways
and so we are are I'm still at 1200
calories for my whole day and that's and
hockey myself down to 1600 colors see
you guys I seriously have an issue with
getting enough calories in but so I
wouldn't had an opted to eat the bread
but I'm eating it with because I have
that will still leave me 500 calories
after my dinners eaten so that's one
good way to look at it but yeah I am
excited it's you know something that I
learned today is that it's a sub in a
tub anyways I will check in with you
guys and show you guys in a sandwich
when we get home and that way you can
see what Jersey Mike says if you don't
have one jørgen I just want to show you
what the Jersey Mike's sandwich was this
is called the Big Kahuna they did put
jalapenos on it normally I don't get
palsy as I said ladies okay it's okay
they're not really that hard just like
more of a kicker anyways it is so good
so for started to eat it
sorry but for that size so for a regular
size it's the 700 I'll drop it in my in
here somewhere to show you how many
calories it was but like I said even
after eating my sandwich I still will
have 500 calories left over because I
was so under on my calories today but
you can also make it - 300 calories by
just doing sub in a tub and it's
basically the entire sandwich just in a
tub of lettuce so then ultimately it's a
salad but
yeah closest Jersey Mike's guys to
Thursday night I hope you guys had a
wonderful day today I have my glasses
off because I was going to take my
makeup off while I talked to you guys
but I forgot my glasses clear across the
room and I forgot my makeup cut my bait
makeup buck it across the room too
so yeah with that we're gonna see her
and talking chitchat and I can't see
anything
so you guys are clearly not on my tripod
tonight because pretty sure of it
so we'll see if you guys take another
nosedive again anyways but today was a
really good day actually I had a really
good day it was just a lot of driving
like I drove and drove and drove
I felt like forever today we did end up
going to Walmart like you guys seem and
I got that stuff that I showed you guys
for my DIYs I'm gonna anyways um but we
went to Walmart and came home Ollie had
a customer and then we were gonna go to
Dallas but it just didn't work out in
timing so we just decided not to do it
we'll just do it tomorrow but then we
went ahead and just opted to eat
something quicker than cooking at home
tonight which that's very far and in
between do we eat out a lot if we eat
out we have subway but tonight we
decided to actually have something a
little bit different but I had plenty of
calories to overtake my mill so I was
totally fine um the one thing I have to
excuse me
the one thing I really need to continue
to focus on is drinking my water because
I lack in my water drinking like no
other
that went down the wrong tube but anyway
so today was just really uh just a day
in the car
mostly and some time here but not tons
and then tomorrow in the morning time
I'm going to be home with the kids
because all he has some things to do in
the morning and then once Jeremiah gets
home from school tomorrow
we will take a trip to Dallas and do we
have to pick up a car and then bring it
back and we're gonna do a couple things
so the afternoon will be pretty busy in
the car but otherwise I think I'm gonna
be pretty much at home the beginning of
the morning so we'll see what trouble I
can get into I really wanted to do my
nails but I really don't want to do my
nails
I want to do them artificially but
because I'm really really working on
letting my nails just grow out and kind
of get a little bit stronger again
because they are really beat up big time
so I'm really trying to work on letting
them just grow out and get a little bit
of life in them and then I think I've
got a couple things that I'm gonna try
so I'm really excited I'm ordering some
stuff from Amazon so I'm really excited
to bring those things to you guys and I
think that's it trying to think yeah I
did update I did get I did order my
pants so I ended up ordering them
through Romans so I'm praying that
they're gonna work um excuse me I don't
know why I was gonna start to yawn they
are regular pants so the regular legging
but I got him in petite so I'm hoping
that they'll be shorter because that's
what my goal is to make them short not
sure but a little bit a little bit
longer than capris but shorter wait yeah
longer than can freeze but shorter than
pants so Midway I don't know if it's
gonna work really hoping they do we'll
see and then I ended up getting a white
t-shirt because I really need a white
t-shirt to go under my jackets just when
I want to wear like my black leggings or
anything like that cuz I don't really
have anything long enough to wear that I
feel comfortable enough wearing that
doesn't show my my bottom part of me
second tummy the hanging part and I'm so
very very very self-conscious of that
and I think I always will for the rest
of my life I don't think that's gonna go
anywhere so I did purchase a t-shirt but
they were having to sell you buy one get
something half off so I bought the pants
at $17.99 I got this shirt for like 589
so you couldn't beat it but the only
part that really kind of sucked was that
they get you a shipping and you had to
have more than fifty dollars to get a
free shipping well I'm not gonna go and
purchase fifty dollars worth of stuff to
get free shipping like that's not no
thank you
so I went ahead and I got those and if
they work out then I might ask Ollie if
I can get another pair but um I'll wait
and see as I'd rather just get one and
see how it works out first plus I got a
size smaller than normal cuz normally I
get size 5x I got a 4x so we'll see I'm
really like I'm getting nervous getting
smaller sizes because I'm just not used
to seeing my sizes going down so it's
like no I think I'm gonna stick with the
bigger sizes but I have to remind myself
that like size 6 just clearly does not
fit me with clothing and like all my
shirts they just don't fit me there's a
huge huge but I would rather be bigger
than too tight like I just like looking
at
sometimes I I hear people that are like
almost close to 500 even be over 500 and
they're looking at like 2x clothing and
I'll be like dude there's no way that
that's gonna fit you and they'd be like
you know I could hear them talking on
channels and stuff in the big well this
would probably well I know this would
fit but I'm not I'm like no no 2x is not
gonna fit a 5 to over 500 pound person
no so for me I would never even remotely
think of going to a 2x until I was at
least into my 300s and that's that's
like 300 down to $2.99
but I'm even know knocking it because
some things Duke run bigger so I'm not
saying that that's a wrong thing or if
you do like your clothes tighter I'm not
saying that's wrong but for me I don't
like my clothes to run smaller I'd
rather have more room in my clothes
especially when winter time is coming I
like to bundle myself more like with
bigger jackets and things like that so I
I always tend get my clothes bigger so
that I can kind of chose myself into
them I don't know what I'm looking for
but anyways so yeah other than that
that's really all I did today I didn't
do a whole lot but hopefully tomorrow
I'll have more to show you and I will
show you the stuff that I got from
Romans when it comes in usually they
take that's one thing when you order
from like women within and Romans and
stuff they take like it's like two weeks
almost like goodness gracious so they
probably will take a good week and a
half two weeks before I get my stuff but
it's okay there's and I'm not going
anywhere but better or not anyways so
yeah other than that that's it that's
all I'm doing
nothing nothing exciting again I wanted
to bring up to you guys if you are
wanting
to drop yourself into the drawing for
the fall wreath please email me your
name
so that way I can put you into the
drawing I have not set the date exactly
when I'm going to be doing the drawing
but I will get that information soon
enough and I will be putting that
inserted somewhere in my video too but
that won't come right now but I still
can start taking names so what I need
you to do is you'll email me at the
email address that I will post up here
and then remember it's also in my
description and you need to email me
your name and then do hashtag fall
wreath so that I know what one I'm what
giveaway you're doing so anyways yes
don't forget to email me if you want to
be put in that drawing and then I am
going to be getting my breast cancer
awareness wreath out to biker babe to
probably tomorrow and so she will have
that here very soon I can't wait for her
to get it and anyways other than that
that's everything that's been going on
here so I hope you guys enjoyed the vlog
today please don't forget to like this
video and if you're new don't forget to
subscribe and hit the notification bell
so that you get notified every single
time that I upload Tuesdays I also have
my craft corner Tuesday that comes up so
you get two videos for the price of one
also don't forget to share all of these
videos so that we can continue to grow
this great community of positivity
encouragement and support I hope that we
continue to grow this channel so that we
can reach as many people out there that
are struggling just like everybody else
hope to see everybody here every single
day bye bye
